Question : " What does friendship means? "

Answer : " To me, its a really big deal if a person doesn't have a friend that they can trust, that they can laugh,cry,quarrel together. A friend is whom you could tell a secret, well i mean a true best friend. Maybe bestfriendS. Not everything you could tell you parents, and not everything is about what you think. Friends may tell you whats right and whats wrong cos mostly we listen to our friends more than an adult. I agree with that. For me, sometimes when im lost, ill tell them and they are always there to guide and support. Im very grateful to have you guys. :) Hahaha... ill treasure you guys :)

However, ive forgive but not sure if i ever forget. Ive got alot from of a friend but not a best friend. Anyway, it still hurts but not as much. Im just letting everything go. While i can ..haha im talking crap right.? Joking!

Ok. Hows day people? Mine is normal. Actually.. been quite quiet lately. Im not sure why. Im not sad or what... Just fell like keeping quiet, reading books and doing dnt which is like no ending to it.!! I cant wait to meet my good small people and get killed by one of them. I told them about the real thing.Im not sure actually if to bring up the thing up. Im not sure if they will either. Half of me wants to but yet the other half just dont feel like talking about it.But if they talked about it, ill think ill go with the flow.:) Ive read the "cures for heartbreak " fully. Its a nice story. Indirectly happy ending but lots of heartbreaks and lost of people that the main character love.

Some sentences i would like to remember angain before i give the book back.

♥ People everywhere are unwittingly causing their own disease.

♥ Maybe worry could safe our lifes,- if you could prepare for the worst, maybe it might make it a little easier.

♥ Love can happen to anyone, at any time where ever you are.

♥ maybe that.. love is in the layers,- you can peel back one and the old loves will still be there and you can check on then and return to them whenever you want.

♥ Life is about change and impermanence.- accept things as they come, focus on whats happening right now and not let changes upsets you.- Even death isnt a bad thing as its part of the changes.

♥ It isnt possible to love and to apart.

♥ If grief had a permanence,then didnt also love?.

♥ ♥ Bashert - it meant "predestined" and "fate" and "soul mate" and "the person with whom you were meant to be"

dear you, ♥

i hope you are enjoying your holidays .Sweet memories. miss you.

love, erni ♥

Thats about it.Anyway.. im starting on " following your heart ".Hais school is opening soon and again im excited yet scared too of what might happen. What will happen. Im happy though. Although quite lonely and quiet at home but i guess its better that to have headache again. Got sick. but everone does right? Besides its a school holiday. :) ok till here. Love erni. :D