i total did 7 eoi! what a accomplishment ...! OUH right.. question
Question : " If you were to have one wish and one wish only what will it be? "
Answer : " I would to have a fairy tale life- with flowers that always blossom-love pouring everywhere-candy floss in the garden accompanied by a fountain-friends that appreciate every words that you said and a prince that will sacrifice his life to save mine and ofcos no worries to stress about "
Ok.. tomorrow having training. And on 31 ill be in the tournament. Well hopeful. Im not to well to go but i may not want to let people down or myself. I really want to play but im afraid.... Well forget it. :) Haha my juniors are so funny. One after another msg me about tomorrow. Ok i know its not funny. Ok yushan : how about tues? are we going out or what? If yes..? Where? Visit monkey bear? Hahaha.. im joking my dear. Ok.. let see what i have for today post. Erm.. I want to cut my hair, well actually just the frinch but im scared ill look weird. Hehehe. Ouh! I read the "follow your heart" book. And its awesome! it really depends on what your heart decide to know the following event. Only that in this book when you dont like the decision you have made, you could retrace it back and change it. How wonderful if life is that way.. but the mystery of tomorrow will vanish. As expected, i read all about it. Retrace all and everytime cant wait for the end part of every decision that has been made. :]
Ive read one of my friends blog and i guess its coincidence? Ive wrote about missing my friends, my old friends. I still am. And i really do. They were always there for me. My primary school friends. Especially when i was in primary 6. :) We never fight. And always go anywhere together regardless girl or boy. I still remember one time when it was hari raya time. We were so hungry that they ask my mom to cook while we when to other house firt to collect money and then come back to eat. My house was like a school and a second home for them and was also like a cc. Once we has to do a project and none did so finally they decided to come early in the morning like 6am in the morning..all of them came to my house and do it till like school time. I think that time we were going sch late or something. At last the project was done earlier that we expected but all didnt want to go home. Haha we watched a horrow movie and everyone was wearing school uniform and the laughing part come when fazli was so scared of the ghost that he falls behind from the rocking chair. Hahaha... i konw sweet memories stays with us.
Anyway..
Ok.. im scared actually.Mostly alot of things that im not sure why or what it is. but theres just fear always running down my spine. I know it sounds really ridiculous but thats th truth. However this especially one thing. Its becoming.. well.. more serious matter? Haha i sound serious. Well.. to me. Happy thoughs will keep me alive.Hhaha.. im not being pessimistic here but ..hais.. forget it. Love you guys.
Love erni.
"You leave me SPeeCHLeSS, when you talk to me."
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