Hey people ! Merry Chirstmas.

Question : " Why cant you forget the person you love? "
Answer : " Maybe because you love them so much that deep down you cant let them go away from your life. No matter how hard you want to, it stays with you like you heart does. It cant go away can it? It may be hard but you should just remember them. If you want to then try to just remember them as a memory.- i know im just saying yet im not implying it to myself. "

Anyway, ate chocolate. :) Which is not good for me right now. Im sorry nadhirah for your lost. Everyone loses someone they love. I did. But theres a saying the lost have thier own way of coming back to us:) You know what... Today i watches lots of santa movie and im starting to believe in miracles. Not that im believing it fully but it may happen though... I suddenly miss my friends.. My old friends especially.. :( I wish they are here. Really. A happy + sad feeling coming towards me right now. I wish that he was here.. Making me happy. Smiling and laughing together, however i guess its just a dream right now. Im not sure what happen between us but im just leaving it to the wind again.

Hehehe.... so! Enjoying the holidays guys? i sure did. I mean trully.. Not that much you know but all the training, outing, played apart in cheering me up!

Hmmph.. im scared though.. I want to forget about it existing but the thing is.. IT exist! and its not forgetting me. But so many questions you know.. lingering at my mind right now. If i do this how about that. If i do that what happen to this. This and that. Alot! Everyone telling me the same thing over and over again. Maybe its the right thing. But the way they say and approach about it ..Makes me want to do the opposite and hack care about it! Yup! Thats me..

Ok guys:) love you guys

Labels: Chocolates and sweets ♥