Its a satisfaction to see they are together. Again.
But beneath the satisfaction, It lies a sense of loss.
Its the second time.
I feel pathetic. So pathetic.
I have no reasons to feel that way but..
i just felt it.
I know the usual word that will be sad is that
" no i shouldnt feel that way and never will treat you that way "
I know.
But this is the second time.
Everytime i tried to solve the problem for people,
I end up feeling left alone. I mean just left a side.
Maybe basically its because after a fight the warriors will have to spent time together just to
ensure that their bonds are back together.
And each time it will be only them.
Hais now i guess the negotiator always have to leave when hes job is done.
~ Di mana bumi di pijak di situ langit di junjung ~
Maybe its just the culture of life there and here is different.
Well im being sentimental right now.
Maybe because _________________ never even say hi!!!!!
Wrgh! anyway.
No time to be sentimental.
For now. HAHA
Okay.
till here.
Bye
But beneath the satisfaction, It lies a sense of loss.
Its the second time.
I feel pathetic. So pathetic.
I have no reasons to feel that way but..
i just felt it.
I know the usual word that will be sad is that
" no i shouldnt feel that way and never will treat you that way "
I know.
But this is the second time.
Everytime i tried to solve the problem for people,
I end up feeling left alone. I mean just left a side.
Maybe basically its because after a fight the warriors will have to spent time together just to
ensure that their bonds are back together.
And each time it will be only them.
Hais now i guess the negotiator always have to leave when hes job is done.
~ Di mana bumi di pijak di situ langit di junjung ~
Maybe its just the culture of life there and here is different.
Well im being sentimental right now.
Maybe because _________________ never even say hi!!!!!
Wrgh! anyway.
No time to be sentimental.
For now. HAHA
Okay.
till here.
Bye
Love erni.
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"You leave me SPeeCHLeSS, when you talk to me."
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