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Thursday, June 18, 2009
im really confuse.
He text her and asked me to text him. Why?
After that he text me.
We SMS-ed.
So random.
For the first time.
He asked if im going anot.
Well obviously.
However in the end. He didnt go cos no boys went. Understood.
He asked " you not angry or anything right?"
What makes him said that? He never said that and never he cared. Not that i know off ofcourse.
Actually wasnt angry but :(
Then after awhile. He said he needs to sleep cos cannot think straight ready.
Weird.

Anyway, met him to give him the presents. There was a reason in giving him that.
But after that .......... when it was around 7.30pm i realize that my sim card has gone by the wind.
I was so breaking down.
Nad and yushan became the victim.
I was so worried.
The funny thing is that i was only worried about one particular person which was him.
When im trying to let him go.
Typical of me.
Its impossible to let him go isnt it?
But do i have a choice?
It hurts.
I was so sad but then nad explain to him and when i want to sigh yushan reminded me about a superstitious stuff.
I was panicking.
Guess what.
I called him.
He was so funny.
He said i was lame.
But i was seriously scared.
He understood and laugh.
It was nice to hear his laughter.
After that i said " i love you yushan- i love you nad " twice.
Alright all im talking about is him.
I need answers.
I was tear-ing when i wrote the previous post.
( Well something about the post that is un-read-able so i have to change it. it the progress )
Anyway.
We really had fun at sentosa.
Nad was pulled to the water.
But i didnt get to ride the sky thingy.
We planned some stuff when the guys got to follow.
Waiting for that day to come. :)

O well.
Haha. when i was waiting for him, i felt asleep and woke me up by doing something to my hair and hairband.

After that.. I could not stop laughing and smiling randomly till now.
Im trying to stay positive all the way.
So this is what i said a couple of times...
" We just smile - and sleep - and dont do my hair like this "
Hehehe.

I love today. I enjoyed the breeze and strawberries and apple juice and potato chips and tom yum noodle and coke. :)

Ouh we met a group of familiar faces three times in an hour. What a coincidence.

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this is erni. introducing myself. Am i in antarctica? maybe, alaska. or maybe africa? oh, anywhere. Hahaha. In lalala world. Sweet 16 [ 14 may ] And i like him.

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What I love : Honeydew : The present of every second : Gifts :) : Giving presents to others : Peace : S.M.I.L.E

What I hate : Pathetics : 1- word " Whatever " 2- " Comparing me with Others " 3- " Liars "

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